Hey diary this fucking sucks man... i wrote soo much and now its gone so i want be doing to much explaining ok. .so like the other day I came home in at like 12 a.m my mom ha some man there and i told her that he had to leave cuz i don’t feel righte with some 1 i damn then even know inside my home yo kno..where im gonna sleep ??? hell naw ..she said that its her company and he can sty as long as she would like him so i was like whatever im sleeping in the outhouse ...so like we argued bout that and of course i won sleeping in the out house.. i went to go and get jc so he could stay with me cuz im a lil coward ya know how that is ...haha..so like yea..i woke up he wasn’t there (the man). I went to use my moms bathroom cuz i wasn’t going to make it to mines and i found not one not two but three magnum wrappers on the floor. .the floor ?//(magnum wrappers are condoms for those who don’t know ) well anyways i didn’t confront her bout it because i would get even worst than what i were ..I went to my room and cried like a lil bitch.. damn its funny when u cry.. u start thinking about a lot of shit in the future ,past , and also the present so like yea...she told me that he asked her to marry him and i jus walked away...i don’t think ill know how to deal with her getting married. If she does ill jus move back to cali with my aunt where everything was everything and I didn’t have to worry bout family problems ya know.. so like yea.. im not talking with her. and like I have much more issues to resolve so this isn’t like the best time of my life now ..not that I even get any of those so like yea. .ill tell you about the other ones later.. ok love muches