i feel soooo bad that i havent wrote in this diary in god knows how long. But i will update. Nothing much has been going on i just got a big relief last night but it kindda hurted. THis guy ive been really into on and of since oct. said that he wouldnt really want a relaitonship...he said we would be better off friends or whatever. In a way i feel that would be cool u kno. haave u ever felt like sometimes u really like this person but werent quite sure u guys would be compatible in a relaitonship becauase of other reasons...thats how i felt u know ?...but enough of that...i have bigger issues..im kindda etting pushed to move to cali...itsn othat i dont wanna but i have a life here even thoiugh i would liek to start over and alll but i dont know. My mom is even bitchier ..i swear i just dont know what to do !!!!!....anyways im out drina