hey wassup.. i kno its been a long time and all but its been a lot going on .Well i have been runing across soem bad things...Eric hasnt call me since then..i wonder wht i should do.. Should i let it jus go (dont wanna)or stay attatche amd jus wait. He is a really nice guy..i mean i wouldnt understand why he wouldnt callfor two weeks..maybe he is tryna tell me something...but he hasnt called his aunt ither..and they arel ike extra close. Guess im not to good with relationships.. I maen of course i want to hold on because almost every guy you run across that you think is cool either want soem ASS has cheated on you or jus plan dont know how to be in a relationshiop...which is cool. Do you wanna see a pic of eric..he is really cute to me . Another think is that some guys at the studio like sunday night were tryna hit one me...c'mon now im only 16...they are like in they 20's...and they arerappers ..so they basically can get any gurl...i really didnt wana go to that hotel with them...but i had to..good thing i had my own room..and knew not to answer the door..they were really high and drunk.I think i need a break from this world..a break from every thing..working 14hrs a day..goign to the studio..shopping all the time...im only 16 and i have like soo much grey hair nad so much stress...too much.sso thats like my basic things..o yea...i got in to a wrestle with this fat ass women.. i mean bigg ass hell...i was doing security for kanye west concert..and she got mad because i had to take her gum and thro it away...cant bring gum in the theatre....so basically my shoulder blades are hurting....wanted to flex her ass but couldnt... Tell me something diary... do u think i will ever be in love ? and with a person that will feel the same as i do ?