i'm leaving soon

and it's a little nerve wracking. not that i'm not excited, i really am. it's one of the best things i could do with myself right now. but my life just feels like a blur, i feel like i'm stuck in the middle of so much that i can't find my way out of. maybe i need this more than i think i do. i think all i've ever needed is just to get away. so i'm going, but i'll still be here.
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Yeah I know its makes me sad and future seems frightening. I agree leaving is always a bit nerve wracking even if you know its for the best, but don't worry it'll all be good soon enough.
As do I as do I :P
and the East Coast isn't so bad
someday, i'll come visit. and we'll have a party! *does a stupid dance* haha luvvv uuuuuuuuuuuuuu x forever + 1 3/4 =O

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haha. I've been reading through my old entries (which are embarrassing..) and saw that. so four years and almost 5 months later you have YET to visit me, my friend.

and how insane is that?! we have "known" eachother for like 5 years. NUTS!
you better! where are you going? and where are you from again? chicago's a pretty cool place..so you should definitely come visit! i hope you're doing well love.
oh wow, i would definitely pick england out of those choices, but all of them would be cool. what are you studying? and are you a junior or senior?
awesome! im a sophomore and im not quite sure what im going to major in yet. possibly criminology but in order to do so, im going to have to transfer. and that sucks. my computer crashed second quarter during finals and i had a 10 page research paper on it. luckily the guy was able to retrieve my paper. but it still sucked and all of my pictures and music were gone. shitty deal.