and it's a little nerve wracking.
not that i'm not excited, i really am. it's one of the best things i could do with myself right now.
but my life just feels like a blur, i feel like i'm stuck in the middle of so much that i can't find my way out of.
maybe i need this more than i think i do.
i think all i've ever needed is just to get away.
so i'm going,
but i'll still be here.
and the East Coast isn't so bad
[autumnstarlight]
haha. I've been reading through my old entries (which are embarrassing..) and saw that. so four years and almost 5 months later you have YET to visit me, my friend.
and how insane is that?! we have "known" eachother for like 5 years. NUTS!