today field hockey was better, i got a little speech from coach doyle but it motivated me more to work hard and stuff so from then on through both sesions i did my best and its been the best day so far in pre-season. umm... i went home just chilled out and leah called me so she came over. we went down to the elementary school and played some tennis again, and ofcourse i rocked her..haha, then we walked up to the ice cream store and went inside and talked to heather and calyn. shes going off to college and i will miss her very much, way to get out of this place. then me n leah went to sitgo and got pizza and went back to my house.. tomarrows my little party thing and so we were setting it up with more wood and stuff...we put up a little volley net so people should be pretty occupied. idk what time ill lite the fire maybe 8:30...whenever it gets darker out. we will do smores and all that good stuff and just chill out. i really miss people i havnt seen like the boys in my grade in forever...immature BOYS yeah but theyre fun i love them to death...sometimes well saturday is mia sweet 16 and i also have a family reunion the same time and its at my house so i have like 30 people coming and i know like half...so ill prolly chill with my cousin and leave for mias... k well good night and i gotta get to bed cause field hockey is kicking my ass --whoever sent me the last two anonymous notes, thanks