today i went to the renicance fesitval which was quite the trip and i took pictures so ill put them up on my webshots for all you cause i know you want to see fat women with boobs poping out of the shirts, the size of watermellon's!!!! and random people eating chicken legs who agreed to let me take their picture...lol ahh im in such a good mood, then later we went to the saraycuse mall and bought a new purse from H&M and a skirt. came home around 9:45 and checked my phone and saw kady n leah called me. i called kady back and she asked me about tomarrow cause were going to camp in maryland the university college with the field hockey girls...going to be a great time...FYI i will be home wednesday afternoon/night. then i called leah and she had bryan over playing life and she told me i must call her when im home... i love kady and leah, they made me so happy...i know im a nerd but they did i seriously feel like im at such a good point in my life right now (besides the fact im screwed come pre-season for field hockey) but ive been hanging out with friends and they just make me soo happy and i love them alllll. well after i called leah i called chris and talked to him and told him how i thought of him all day since i was bord out of my mind at the carni fest. i must call him as soon as i get home also. :) :) :) :) you know, honestly, if i was with chris torres right now, i dont think i would feel how i do. i dont think id be this happy. im glad i choose not to take that rute and finding someone new has been fun. drugs and drinking are his thing and just not mine. girls, dont be afraid to say no and just be the bigger person...dont get drunk or high, do what i do!! watch the stupid drunk people and people who are high make complete asses of themselves and then exspect not to be made fun of...its great. then you can be the one and be like oh yeah i was at that party, and i saw so and so hook up with so and so and yadda yadda and youll be the one to remember what the hell you did last night :) im so loving life right now, that i have better things to do... well, i really must get to bed, i have to wake up at 5:00 to go to maryland with kady. ill meet up with terri tessa n nikki also. ill let you know how the food is! call my cell phone im going to bring it and rank up the phone bill with roaming charges so my mo will be pissed!!! yess love you alll