ugh today field hockey was a bitch...k at first i thought i was doing good like we had to do sprints and stuff and i like them because i dont feel like i come in last as in when we run a mile and a half every other time we had to run. so then i was doing good on my drills and stuff and the first sesion was over and we ate lunch and stuff and felt pretty good going into the second. now i was doing good and like i was actually having fun...this doesnt happen alot during pre-season well any way it came to playing normal games against eachother and i was having a good time n all then i came out to sub in for someone who hadnt been in yet..so im out for like 2 minutes not even! and fricken coach conroy is yelling at me from the sidelines to go in and im like i just came out not two minutes ago and shes like go in! so im all pissed looking for someone to sub in for so i picked dakisha cause she played where i usually do then conroy proceeds to yell at me some more at how i need to sub in for someone who hasnt been out yet....ugh so i fricken tell kady to go out tell dakisha to come back in for kadys position and id move back and so it was finally fixed and all and i could see like coach ednie and conroy talking on the sidelines then staring at me...seriously they freaking HATE me and ive done really nothing. so we finish our games and she told everyone to pick up the cones and balls blah blah and im walking over to get my stuff and ednies like elise go over there and get the cones, so i look over to see what she was talking about and i see the cones and i see jessica felice going to get them so im like jess is getting them and like she was 5 feet from them and im on the other side of the field and shes like go get them and im like jess is getting them and shes like no elise when i tell you to do something you say yes coach...and so im all pissed off and shes like hustle off the field so i did and jess got the cones. well this just struck me as 'what a coincedence' kind of time when we were doing a stick latter the day before and i didnt understand one of the foot work things so i skipped like 3 sticks at the end, and coach conroy is like elise! why did you just skip half the sticks? im like because i didnt understand what was going on...and shes all what did you just say? and im repeated myself and she just stared at me for like 30 seconds and im like what do you want me to say? and shes all your supposed to say sorry coach....im standing there like what the heck i didnt even have her as my coach but i HAVE to respect her because she is the modified coach and i didnt want to really start crap with her like already we just dont get along. so im just like sorry coach and like walked away all pissed because the coaches all hate me!! so ednie yelling at me reminded me of conroy yelling at me..nice huh well after ednie yelled at me we had to do sprints and it sucked. 6 sets of 50 yard sprints....so yeah i like hate field hockey as of now.. i love the game but ugh people piss me off sooo then they split us up into JV and Varsity, all the seinors and juniors made it to varsity and kady did along with jessica falice and kate bushnel...suprise, no im just jelous but they are really good...its just a little pathedic when you have freshmen who are on Varsity before you are.. ill get over it, they prolly will go into college playing field hockey and play in the olympics or something.. so yeah this years feild hockey JV team im not feeling to positive about we have 14 people counting the goalie and 2 of the people arent that good and will prolly be subbed into defense where i play just so they get time to play unless they get cut :) i know but oh well really you should see them finally got home and my mom made me week the grass around the pool outside and ofcourse got more sun burn and so after that i swam for like 10 minutes cause it was really windy.. i went downstairs and watched the rescuers, its an old disney cartoon it was pretty sweet and called some pople and talked to keith cause i miss the kid and we talked about shoes ofcourse and people and the freshmen... so today was good then bad then good so i gotta shower now and go to bed cause im so sore and we have to run in the morning...for the next 2 weeks...