ok well today in foods i had to make cream puffs which were good... ya... screw it i've got more to think about i hate my mom she doesn't believe in me ot accepts my dreams & if she doesn't accept that how can she accept me? ya know what maybe i was a mistake in her perfect life maybe i'm the only reason my mom & dad married in the 1st place and now i caused the divorce years ago she shoulda just had the fucking abortion on me ya it's true that's what i meant by not in the basement my mom wanted to kill me o ya probably explains why she wants me to go into something i don't want to do why can't she accept me & be cool like my dad? "Don't try to tell me what to do. Don't try to tell me what to say. You're better off that way!!" ~ Avril spoken true & that fag she married? WHO THE HELL DOES HE THINK HE IS NEBBING INTO MY LIFE?!?! last night my mom was like "what's wrong?" (like she cares and i was like "everyone's in a bad mood so i am leave me alone" & mark opened the door and was like "I'M IN A GOOD MOOD!" NO ONE FUCKING CARES!!!!!!! YOU CAT BEATER!! GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY BUSINESS....BETTER YET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I HATE MY MOM AND MARK I HATE THEM HATE THEM HATE THEM!!!!!!!!! why couldn't she of just had the fucking abortion before i'd have to live through this everyone would be a hell of alot happier....