I don't know what to think anymore. I feel like I'm being torn between love and hate. It all mixes together to form me at this moment. Listening to depressing music, no lights on, little hope for tomorrow. I'm happy at school, and with friends, but when I think about it...I begin to feel tears. And maybe when you figure out what I am upset about, you think "No biggie." But after a while of it, you begin to feel like you're only there whenever needed. Like you're a trophy and not a human. I know that's not what goes through their mind, but it hurts they would let it go this long. I guess that's all I am. A hollow loser, who is only useful when needed.
we used to sing.
Sha la la la la la la la la la la ti da
Sha la la la la la la la la la la ti da ...
La ti da
<3 CMO
~sarah~
i such a bastard
really
im sorry
i such an asshole
really
im sorry
im so redudant
can i say nonnice thing about me
if not
im sorry
im such a stud
not posible
u must have substance to begin to sway from the shadows on the wall
yea figure that one out
i dont know how to help you.
i wish i did.
tell me what i can do if there is anything.
i love you.
emily