So, I don't feel as bad anymore. Things have gotten better, but I still feel like a loser. I can hear my Dad upstairs telling Paula "Don't do that anymore!" Apparently she's being a "little stink pot." Yet, even when's she's bad, she's still a sweetheart. I think I may going over my buddy Mike's today. Then maybe to Dan's musical he's stage crewing, but I don't know how were gonna get there. I'd feel so horrible if I couldn't go. Like a horrible evil girlfriend. Maybe I'll attempt tomorrow's showing instead. I finished the book I was reading. It was very good. It's called "Tithe." It was very well written and had so much imagery. It was quite gruesome in some parts, with all the murders and blood. There was alot of blood. Very good book, I suggest it. I also suggest everyone out there to read "Blue is for Nightmares." It has two books after it. "White is for Magic" then "Silver is for Secrets." I think "Silver" is my favorite. I'm hoping for a fourth. *crosses fingers* 3 days till Paula's 1st Birthday!