AHH THE YLC IS TOMORROW! IM MAKING A SPEECH AHH!! I was gunna write it out but i dunno...let me think. I mean its not good or ne thing but i dunno the topic is being a gay teen hmmph..should i should i not As a gay teen people seem to look at me different. I mean I do fine in school. I havent had any hate remarks, but isnt it ironic that the people that do look at u differently and have a whole bunch to say is the church and ur family. I mean the church a place where u should be able to worship together and care for each other and nothing matters but ur love for god, but thats the place where most of my hate comes from. I was at a retreat this last weekwnd and we did this little thing where we went down this hall and picked up stones for sins and my bag wasnt exactly empty but during worship we got to empty them out but since im gay i'll always be holding on to a stone or 2 hmmph I had a leader come up to me and tell me how i am sinning everyday and how im living in hell she didnt do it to hurt me but it did. i dont dont believe that and i dont see how ppl do i mean if god made me dont u think he couldve chose to make em straight but he knew i could take the hate and change ppls minds about things isnt it obvious thatgod would except all people isnt he understanding i dont think he meant for all this judgement and controversy he just wants people to be who they are. CONT. TOMORROW