Listening to: Alkaline Triooooooooooooooooo
Feeling: torn
Well okay I'm annoyed by my own 2 lined entrys so I decided to write a little more.
Heres the dealo with o. I was going to go back out with one of my exs Jeanee, but I decided that all I was gunna be was her fall back to her nasty..I wont get into that, but yeah. Considering at first before some shit happened she wanted to be with me and this guy at the same time. I almost agreed with it, but then I decided that be too much for me to handle. I'm to sensitive of a person I think to deal with that fact shes with me but sleeping with some other guy, haha if you can deal with that the you're crazy. Well the thing with her man ended and she still wanted to be with me. I sorta agreed with it but nothing was officially said. We didn't talk for a while, and then out of the blue my friend and another ex of mine best friend started to talk to me and get a hold of me again. Then that led me to start talking to my other ex, which led to a whole bunch of talking and removing a hell a lot of confusion (that I really didnt relize was there until now). We started to talk more and more open up again, then I saw her...I went to a friends birthday party and just seeing her made me REALLY like her again. We talked for a couple more days and then as we were sitting in an akward silence she asked me simply if I wanted another go. I sat there in silence which I'm pretty sure would make someone nervous said sure. Still silence lol I was like DAMNIT. I cleared up by saying that means yes. Haha, which now leads to me being with an ex...wow..I have issues. Haha...well thats how things are right now. I miss Maddddd!!!!!!!! AHH!! I haven't even talk to her about that yet. Damnit WHEN WILL U BE BACK! <3
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