So, I'm still going out with this girl but its not really going anywhere. I still like this other girl and I mean really like her. But I would never breakup with my gf for that..I think. Cause I really like them both and I'm just so gahddamned confused. Whatever. Haha. So I had my in school suspension for yelling FUCK YOU a couple of times at the homecoming game while I was with the band. Which like REALLY sucked. Ugh, I never wanna be down in that smelly nasty yellow floored dungeon again. Yuck. I think I'm just gunna really make the best of next week try to stay away from all the drama thats been going down lately and see if I can actually find something about high school I like. Since the only thing so far is off campus lunch but thats a dead give away. I just kinda wanna coast along the rest of the year...I'm ready for my freshman year to be over.