Well today I tried going to the social security office to get a new SSC. Didnt work. they made me go to the DMV to get my id first. When I was told by Vital Statistics that I needed to get my SSC and THEN my ID. This government is run by morons, I swear. But never the less, I got my ID. And I reinstated my permit [which was suspended 3 or so years ago for school attendance]... Just to do that... It cost a whopping $70!

Now all I have left is to get my SSC and then apply for medicaid so I can go see a doctor about the baby. I just hope that I'm approved for medicaid before Donnie and I move out of state. I'm already 11 weeks pregnant and still haven't been able to see a doctor- I simply cannot afford it. I also need to apply for unemployment, which I want to do that the same time I apply for medicaid, and hell, I might as well apply for food stamps too. Fuck it.

I'm so tired of nothing going right! All day long it's just been a bunch of bullshit. Dropped my entire soda on the floor! There goes 2.50... and the only thing there was to drink in the house. Guess I'm already back to tap water. There's nothing good on the radio now, EVER. I'm sick of listening to the same stupid 5 songs over and OVER AND OVER. Play some older shit if you really can't figure out what to play. A boy I live with two years younger than I... God I swear he is the laziest mother fucker I know. I love him to death but DAMN KID. His mom brought over the lawn mower today so we could mow the yard cause we got a city notice on the door... I told him I would mow the yard just as long as he picked up the sticks... cause I already knew for a fact this kid wouldnt mow the yard. He would seriously just sit on his ass and let his dad get fined!! OK I ask him to do this one little thing for me and he gets an attitude saying "ill do it when I feel like it, maybe today maybe tomorrow. If you want it dont then I guess you better do it yourself" ...... which means he wouldnt ever get around to doing it, i know it. He doesnt go to school, he just got a letter in the mail of notice of intent to suspend his lisence. he barely helps. he doesnt have a job... c'mon man. get your shit together. and you say youre mature? ha. I dont see it.

Now a stupid moth is flying all around me.

My boyfriend's been sleeping since he got home from work. So pretty much, havent seen him. but he had a big night last night.

OH SICK I just realized I can go to the clubs again now that i got my id! YAY! haha ok that brightened my day.

I want some chicken wings...