i'm basically married, haha. i'm about to go shopping to find something nice to wear to this big huge dinner at some country club for john's company hahaha. thats marriage status right there. i'm hella nervous foshooo. i want to make a good impression on the people he works with, since i'm a reflection of him. he doesn't seem to care or be nervous at all which makes me feel good about myself. but anyways, things have been great. *knocks on wood* in the john department anyways. he's pretty much all i hang out with anymore, except for the occasional dinner outings with some of the friends, which is always fun. i'll start going out more once i turn 18 in 11 days!! :) the day after my birthday (which is johns birthday haha) all of us that are legal will be getting shitfaced and going to boca joes since its been months and months and months since we could ALL go together. hopefully that will be fun. and hopefully john will want to go. i got my 5 week report yesterday. i went from a 87 to a 65 overall. ME. i had an 87 for the first semester!!! thats the highest ive ever had. and then my motivation totally deteriated. i'm just nervous about finding out if i got accepted to FIT or not. they send notices out the first week of April. if i dont get in, i'm going to BCC and working my ass off for just one semester, cause this girl i know did that and then she got to go to FIT in january. so that wont be too bad. thats my one major passion and goal in life and i'm going to work as hard as possible to achieve it. i can't wait to live in the city. and write in the city!! and wander around the city. and take pictures in the city. and get lost in my own mind in the city. take in all of the city. and be happyhappyhapppy. just cause im IN the city. :)