so yesterday was one of those perfect days you rarely get few times in your life, where you replay the whole thing over and over, and you start to realize how lucky you really are. although it was mostly simple, it was perfect. i woke up to a wonderful day full of warmth and sunshine, which automatically put me in an awesome mood. once john woke up around 1:45, he asked me to come down so we could enjoy the day together. i went down and got there around 3:30. we went to his gramas house who passed away last year, so he could look around the house one last time. (they sold it and it was going to be passed on to the owner today) his mom was there too, and while john walked around the house, her and i talked and it wasn't awkward or weird, which makes me really happy. but to know that john wanted this one last chance to go inside this house that he grew up in just made me see him in a whole new light. that's so sentimental, and i would have done the same thing. and it makes me so excited to know that he has such a big heart. he took pictures of all the rooms and reminisced with his mom, then went out to the backyard and came back in with a bouquet of flowers for me, haha. after this we went to this bar to get food and he decided we should play pool. i told him i sucked, but what he didnt realize is that ive played about twice in my life.. so not only do i suck, but i really have no idea how to play. he was very patient with me and he walked me through the whole thing and even made me practice. little things like this just count so much to me. this next part also makes me melt inside.. there was a coaster on our table that had an ad for Saranac root beer, and i was like 'oh i thought they only made beer' and he was like OMG YOU HAVE TO TRY THIS STUFF. (he knows my obsession with barqs rootbeer) so he asked the bartender if they had any, and when she said no, he dragged me out of the bar so we could hurry over to this place that he knew had some. he also got another kind so i could try it too, haha. he was just so excited and it was the most adorable thing ive ever seen. so we drove about 15 minutes to this park that is like our version of 'top of the world' in JC. but once we got there it was still closed until May, but he decided we were gonna walk to the top of the hill anyways. i knew what was going to happen.. im so out of shape, and smoke like a fucking chimney, so i knew i was going to die, which makes me wicked embaressed too. we had to stop every 2 minutes, and he kept telling me he thought it was adorable. its adorable that im out of shape and have lung cancer basically? haha but he encouraged me throughout the whole thing that i could do it, and finally we got to the top where it was a nice pond and a bench and we were all alone. of course after sitting there for awhile, he wanted to go further into the woods, so we started walking and i stepped into a huge mud pile and i had flip flops on :( so we walked back to the car after that. we were 'fooling around' for a few minutes... until a car came up the road haha so we left and went to this ice cream place and ate in my car. then we went bowling down the road and he kicked my asssss 3 games in a row, haha. then we played 3 serious intense games of air hockey, which he also creamed me in. it was so much fun though.. then we went back to his house to watch his dvd's of my favvvorite show, Arrested Development, and had sex of course :) hahaha so yeah that was my perfect day. godddd i hope i stay this lucky for the rest of my life...