If you are carrying me through this, why am I still stumbling? If you are holding me so tightly, why am I still falling? If you are strengthening me, why am I weaker than ever? If you rid me of all my sins, why do they still haunt me? If you are all around me, why do I feel so alone? If you are lifting my feet from the floor, why are they still blistering? If you answer every prayer, why do I feel so ignored? If you love me so much, why do I feel so abandoned? If you make life so much better, why is it worse than ever before? If you abolish all pain, why does it hurt so much? If you are inside me, why do I feel so empty? If you want me to believe you are there, why won’t you let me see you? If you want me to talk to you, why won’t you talk to me? If you hear all I say, why can you not hear my screams? If you are the light of the world, why is it all so dark? If you are holding my hand, why is it so empty? If you protect me from evil, why is it all I am? If all I have to do is believe …why am I still here, asking?