When you tell me, at last, that the answer is no,
That nothing will change between me and you,
Don't worry about me
I'll laugh and I'll smile
And pretend I'll be happy as long as we're friends.
I'll act like the strong one,
I'll come out on top
I'll pretend i don't need you
More than anything else.
I wont show you how I
Cried myself to sleep
Right in the middle of the bloody day
Just so I didnt have to think about you
Just so I could dream that you hadn't said no.
I'll tell you I'm happy
As long as you are
After all,
It's just a teenage crush.
I'll tell you i'll get over you
And love someone else soon
And i'll hold back the tears
And choke back the sobs.
And then we'll go back and see the world
They'll never know youve just broken my heart
Just cos i could never be loved
The way I know that I loved you
They'll see me again,
The way that you do,
Calm, relaxed, not disappointed at all.
But you've said it now
You've told me no
And now you know, it's all an act
I'll cry myself to sleep
Every night from now oin
Cos neither of us, could ever really lie...
Ami xxx