I’m not gonna act like my life isn’t easy But I'm not gonna say it don’t rain I’m not gonna pour all my problems upon you If only to spare you the pain I’m not gonna say that I hate what you’ve become But I’m not gonna say its ok I'm not gonna blame you for all that has happened Cos I no you’ll be doing the same But if you could watch me cry at night And feel just how it feels Maybe then you’d realise how I can love you still Despite all the hurting and despite all the pain I will always love you and that will never change I'm not gonna keep looking back on what you’ve done Cos I no it will happen again I'm not gonna try and fight all of my feelings Cos I no that they wont go away I'm not gonna expect you to know how I’m feeling Cos it’s something I cannot explain I’m not gonna tell you how much you have hurt me Perhaps to save you from the shame If you could watch me cry for you And hear me as I pray Maybe then you’d realise how I will always stay Despite all the hurting and despite all the pain I will always love you and that will never change I’m not gonna try and hold you and help you If you only push me away I'm not gonna wait to be told I'm not wanted Cos I no that’s just what u will say But if you could watch me cry at night And feel just how it feels Maybe then you’d realise how I can love you still Despite all the hurting and despite all the pain I will always love you and that will never change If you could watch me cry for you And hear me as I pray Maybe then you’d realise how I will always stay Despite all the hurting and despite all the pain I will always love you and that will never change