Helpless Helpless pointless and useless How else can you feel? This is not an ordinary situation Not many see their best friend destroying herself in front of their very eyes Completely unable to do anything Where anything you do makes it worse Anything you say pushes you further and further apart. How can you not feel like you do not belong? Like you have no part in her life No matter how many times she says you do. Because you have no comprehension of how much hurt she experiences How much pain each day causes How she could possibly go as far as she does to feel better. All you can want to do is help But often she doesn’t want it She is set firmly in her ways. You try to tell her how much you care How you would do anything for her But she can’t receive it She can’t receive the help you offer. You hope to make a difference To be the one to truly help But eventually your existence fades You just blend in Become a part of ordinary life Like every other person who has tried and failed to end her suffering…