The Begining

Well, I had a kinda eventful day today. I woke up, took care of business, then I went to moving up day back at Meyers. I saw some of my old teachers, and I went to see Mrs. Miller. She was so proud of me that she gave me a 10 spot. I'm buying a truck. Dodge D150. It's beast. I'm getting a good deal on it too. well, I spoke with Sondra today, and, as far as I'm concerned; she's pissed at me. I want her to stay at MHS, and to be able to be part of that MHS family, but she's only there for the money, which (don't get me wrong) is what I was there for at first too, but then I saw the big picture. I wasn't there for the scholarship, but instead for the family. Honestly, I didn't think about the money for a long time. I just hope that she lives up to her potential. I hate waisted talent, and I hate myself for it. I don't want to see that happen to her too. She has a "god given" gift. weather she recognizes it or not. I just want the best for her, but at the same time I want her to live her own life.
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She is confused by what you are trying to tell her. She thinks you want her to be dependent on her yet you want her to be able to stand on her own to feet. You need to tell her that she can stand on her own two feet all the time with or without you. Trust me I am going through the same thing she is and I have com to understand that I need to let him go but she needs to hear that from you. Good luck bud... trust me....
[Anonymous]
I'm not saying break up with her... Don't get me wrong.... okay that's all... now I am going to take up the rest of my space with garbage.............
[Anonymous]
hey sweetie, i'm not mad i just didn't like how you were getting all upset at me over it. john we are 2 different people and you out now...it's true that you say you don't know what you have till it's gone...so where your here it's not the same as when your gone...so now that you left you can see the good side of things..and when you were here you say the good side of it too b/c you were almost out. the thing is i'm not. i love you MUAH
[Anonymous]
Holy...yes. There are lots of milts now. hey hey. Denno if you've added me as a friend. DIdn't bother to check. I didn't know you had Sondra's thingy already? Ahh well. Welcome. Be a sheep. BAAAA. MMM....sheep. Fluffy. Ah wait. I don't think I want to know that one...ahhhh! No! I want to be able to sleep! *thinks about non-fluffy items* damnit. I hate you. haha just kidding.
BOUNCE BOUNCE.
Be sure to keep me updated on college life.
[Anonymous]
Sondra is a wonderful person, I went 2 school wit her & I hope you kno how much she luvs u & that u never give her up... for it would crush her
[Anonymous]
baby,
i'm sorry for everything!
[Anonymous]
YAY!!! MORE MILTS!!....well, at least one i can trust on this web jounal thingyz!!! ^_^ This is Elisha by the way...lol. anyways..welcome to the webjounal family boy-0!
[Anonymous]
the first three letters of your username is my last name.

cool diary.