So, I'm alone. I've got noone to depend on, no tengo anadie. I was on the hunt for a good woman and I looked everywhere, in church, in class, in the dininghalls, in the library, NOTHING. I can talk to them no problem but when it comes down to it they're not interested in me or anything that I have to offer. My freinds have wives stacked up like Trump has got money and I'm the one who goes to bed alone every night with no consolation to my mind or my heart. That Jessie Girl I wrote about last time... Did she get sweet on me, YES... Did she want me to take care of me, YES.... was I such a fool to travel all the way to Deleware to go see her, YES.... I'm tooo nice of a guy. It's important to treat women with respect but I'd like to see some respect thrown my way too. Its a two way street and I've decided that if I'm not getting anything out of even talking to a girl than I'm not gonna talk to her anymore. Does this mean that 90% of my correspondances are gonna fall right the hell off the map, YES, and I am OK with that. I'd rather have a team of 5 that are gonna play the game than a team of 50 that are gonna sit on the bench.