Trying to get my head togehter now, I asked sondra if she'd lay of for a few days. I hope I'll be better by tommorow. I'm sick, I can't sleap at night, and when I was just about rocked out yesterday, I suddenly woke up with a jolt, liike the savior was haveing a second comming or something and then my phone began to ring. Guess who....... Yea. I know she cares about me, and that she wants to help me, but it's like the sword trying to heal the wound. it's just not helping. i woke up 40 minutes late for my chem lab today, I haven't taken a showere yet and I'm actualyu wearing shoes, at least till after my calc class, so I'm gonna get back to work.