i ate fighting with her, but sometimes I just gotta fight with her else she'd try to control my life. I just wanna be normal, to have friends and spend time with them. She can do it, why can't I? All I've wanted to do in my life is to be normal, to have friends and spend time with them. I'm finaly in a possition where noone knows my place, where I can have friends, and I'm not afraid to do so; and she's gonna hold me back? She wants to hold me back from what I've wanted sinse I was 6 and I first got the schpit kicked out of me in the school yard. I'm just confused.