So I'm looking back on things listening to Sage Francis in the basement of Tolentine and IDK what is to be. In the words of "Spanky and our Gang" Thought that I had found her and I built my world around her. but that was perhaps the dumbest thing I could have done because now I'm beset on all sides but one, and that is foreward. I've begun to think about what it is that I want for myself, for those around me, for what my situation may become as well as the situation of any children I might have. The more I look at it, there is so much that my life has had to offer me and yet I was so busy entrenching myself that I basicaly dug my own grave. I stand alone in a dark cavern of desparity, but now I see the light.