My study is due tomorrow and I haven't even analyized my data yet... and I have a paper due in poli sci tomorrow. Seriously, Kill me!!!! Yeah so... Unexpectedly I found someone!!! My housemate's boyfriend's brother. I met him a few days after I moved up here and I always thought of him as Eli's brother. But now I'm seeing him in a whole new light. It just creeped up on me. I all of a sudden realized how happy I am when he's around. He doesn't know!!! He's going through alot right now and he really doesn't need me messing it up even more. But I'll be there for him and maybe when everything gets figured out, I'll be around. He's 30, about the same hight as me. Brown hair, brown eyes. He is so not my type. I don't know what the hell is up with me.