My housemate, her boyfriend, his brother (my older man) and me went country line dancing last night of couse none of us know how to. But we watched and talked and we have desided to take lessons. And when we do... for the couples dances... guess who my partner is!!! We were watching these people do there dancing and this guy looked soooo much like Frankie (ex-boyfriend that I lived with) and he was dancing really well. I was trying not to look at him because he was freaking me out but it was like a train wreck (I couldn't not look) And then to top it off he came over and started talking to my older man. I'm just standing there trying to be nice, all the while willing him to go away with my mind. But I really need to just calm down about the frankie thing and also get over my older man. He has a kid and he's going through a lot of stuff and I really need to let him deal with it... but on the other hand I want to marry him and have has babies... I am pretty flippen pathetic. I have to do homework now... Oh yeah he (my older man) might be coming over tonight and we're going to cook dinner for passover. (Him and my housemate's boyfriend were raised Jewish) He might be bringing his baby. I've never seen him in dad mode before. This is going to interesting.