Well, So much has happened... I caught Josh sleeping with a girl while we were dog sitting together. So, I have pretty much given up hope for anything to happen with that. I still love him, but what can I do? I went on a date with that kid Doug and it was so nice we went walking on the blv. and held hands and it was so sweet. But now he's not really talking to me and of course he has a girlfriend. Yesterday, we (Collette, Eli, Josh, Gillian, and I) were up in the Lake George area. They got a camp site so I came up and visited them. Me, Collette, and Eli, went fishing I just walked in the water and played with the dog. We went back to the camp site were Josh and Gillian were. We all hate her. See is just so negitive and boyish and easy and flirty with everyone besides Josh. We were going to go to Lake George to see the fireworks but Gillian was like why don't you go to Carenth inside? So we went there and it turns out they aren't doing them until next week. So we had kinda a sucky 4th. But we are gonna come back next week and pretend that was the fourth. Hopefully Gillian won't come.