Well, My life has become increasingly more complacated. I feel like my best friend/room mate doesn't want to be around me. And I don't know why. I just feel like whenever we are together she feels like she has something better to do. We are all really busy right now with school and everything but it's kind of ridiculous. I'm more busy than she is... but I feel like she has a harder time fitting me into her schedule. I don't really understand it. And she never sleeps at our house any more. And the reason she doesn't is because one of our other room mates is soooo messy... we were trying to figure out how long it would take her to take out to trash, it was over flowing and about 4 bags around the trash to be taken out. Then I broke down and was like fine I'll do it. Eli and Collette are getting married and I'm going to be a brides maid. I really need to loose weight for this. So, I can fit into a pretty dress. They are going to have a renasonce theme. I can't wait. My Uncle's wedding is next weekend. It should be fun, but it will be the first family event since my Nana died. It's going to be hard being there with out her. They are going to have a rose on a seat, for her. I wish she could be there. I told my pupa I'd dance with him... He doesn't want to but he will lol... I can get him to. It's will make him happy. My uncle and soon to be Aunt packed me a care package to take home with me to school and my pupa is going to pack me a cooler full of frozen fish that he caught. I like how they all are tring to fill that little void in my life. My Nana used to pack me a box every time I went home to bring back to school. I'm starting to write a book of the memories I have of my Nana maybe I'll post some soon. I have only writen two... It's still pretty painful to write about.