Well, I went for a job interveiw yesterday at the YWCA. It's a place that educates the comunity about women's issues and houses women in need. I would be a receptionist and deal with the issues the women who live there have with getting jobs and making doctors appointments and stuff. Well, I got the job and they wanted me to start today. It sounds good like I could get some real experience with people going through things. But their only paying me 6 dollars an hour. I've been out of work for a long time and I've been ok. Also, when I work back home one week would be equal to a whole month working at this place and it's an easier job. I called the lady back and I told her my issue with the money situation and she said that on Monday she will talk to her supervisor and ask what they can do about it. And that Josh situation... I'm giving up hope. When Collette was gone him and I were close and we talked all the time about some really deep stuff. And now she's back and I feel like I'm not there. I don't think the like eachother or anything. I know that she is happy and in love with Eli. But I just feel so invisable when she's around. Right now I'm waiting for them to call me and tell me what park they're going to so I can meet up with them. They told me not to meet her at her mom's because they'd be gone by then. That was like an hour ago. I could have gone to clifton Park and back by now.