Well, that past few weeks have been (to say the least) the worst weeks of my life. I don't know what I'm doing... Me graduating almost ment more to my Nana then it did to me. Now, it is pulling me away from my family. all I really want to do is either go home of take care of my pupa or I want to go to bed and not get up until the pain goes away. But it won't go away... and I'm afraid if the pain stops I'll forget her and that makes me feel bad too. I found a tape I recorded as a child and it has my Nana's voice on it. I will have my Nana's voice for ever. My whole family is going over my pupa's tomorrow to help out with the Thank you cards and to go through my Nana's paper work. I wish I could be there. School's coming along alright... but latly I've been viewing it as the thing that is keeping me away from my family.