yooo....just taking a look at how gay i was.

5 days till my birthday. sean and lucky are over.

new yearssssssssssssssssssssssss

take it.

odd years... wow i cant even imagine... fuck you.

this is the first upsetting entry in along time because i havent been this upset in along time and im writing about the same shit i used to write about like when i was in 7th grade and i am a freshman in highschool so fuck u fuck you fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone is going to pay for this mood. ihateyourightnowyouralittlebitchwhodoesntcaresogofuckingdie.

bbbiiizzzzzarrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeee hrm wats Up? i dont know what im gonig to say but i havent written since august so heres a new entry ! right now im getting ready to go out to eat with kat nd grace and uh i havent hung out with grace in a long time nd uh yea there was no school todayv because its a jewish holiday nd 2marro there is school but thursday there is a late arivval nd its sherrys birthday yay! this is the third birthday ill be sharing with sherry since we have been friends nd i reemember the first birthday i shared with her me zack nd jake brought her cupcakes nd a baloon nd we were to her house nd kat was there then i remember we went to julias house i think nd i remember sherry was wearing her purple Tarra felds bat mitzvah shirt?... is that weird that i remember... i pretty much remember first birthday that i spent with my friends hrm im gay!! sam

friends change...highschool is weird but not that bad... yahoo!!... my throat hurts... sam<3

today was the first day of highschool without all the older kids... 2marro everyone will be there... im scared haha i dont wanna go... i cant picture myself in highschool?

well this summer has been very fun... i havent written in awhile but summer was great... and tonight was the last night of summer to go out and i didnt do anything that fun and its only 11:44 and im home when i shuld be out having fun... i have a whole book to read but i dont want to read it... i am entering highschool this year but i really dont want to ugh its gonig to be soo weird i dont want summer to end at all i feel like crying i dont want to go to hs but whatever everyones got to go and im sure it wont be as bad as im making it out to be and i wanna do really good in highschool but yea im gunna go start reading my book... write more later<3 sam

hey wow its been awhile well neways summer school is out and summer has been pretty crazy i havent had alot of time to write lol well yes summer started being good...warped tour!! fucking amazing i cant believe i didnt write about that haha nd yea fucking iv been out like everynight so late witch was amazing haha but yea ashlee moved the other day and it was really sad nd i cried nd i want her to come back...nd yea theres nothing really ellse to write but tonight i was home early nd im alone nd i dont like it ok bye write more later. ps summers ending soon.. COMMENT me if u have a myspace!!

alright so fucking good weekend and ok i had my summer party witch was fun but not as fun as last year but still fun nd it was fucknig crazy nd some people are mad at me but whatever and yea im weird haha i love summer tho but i dont but i do and i hate summer school and ya tova is over right now and shes a sexi mother fucking bitch and i love her so much so back off bitchs<33 kthnksbye

ahhh well 2marro im having another SUmmer partyyyy and yea its gunna be like 3345345 people again and i hope its fun ... im kindof nervous cuz yea i dno i dont want anything to happen nd i dont want there to be any fighting and yea im jus gah!! ok neways yea im gunna go jus writing about my anual party nd yea im gunna go peace.

happy 4th of july... this day last year i was at willow stream with like people... and it was okay i guess... today is 4th of july and i am going to frontieer days with people hrmmmmmmmmmmmmm SUMMER PARTY SOON!

wow ok i just read my entery about how i had to go to a new school called daniel wright... and how i was scared and shit... wow it really was a fun yea and i didnt split up from my friends at all... the year went by so fast and everything wenr fine, i made alot of new friends and yea sorry i just felt like sayign that cuz i was reading my think lol ok well peace

ahh ok i just wrote an entery nd yea it is gone now cuz i am stupid lol ok well julia nd caity are here and i love them so much wow and they are so cool and amazing and i love them so much so neways yea its almost 4th of july again and its so weird this summer went by so fast and like yea it didnt really feel like summer and im having another summer party again next friday woo hoo thats a week from now and yea im weird um i dont really know wat ellse to write so yea um im gunna cuz yea um we are going to shawns now to chill so yea bye!!!!!!!!!

at kats house... i wrote in my diary this day a year ago.... k bye!!!!!!!

gah ok i dont feel good nd yea i cnt sleep so im writing ... im just thinking that iv had this diary now for almost 2 years... i started writing in it when i was in 7th grade and now i am going to be a freshman in like a month... weirdd... but yea i dno wat to say but i feel like shit right now and im being a bitch nd i feel kinda left out?...nd kinda like everyone is going there own ways... today i was talking to gordon about how everyone is going there own ways nd its weird... cuz im just here. and i dont know what im going to do or whats going to happen now that i am going to be a freshman but ok ill write more later cuz kat is sleeping nd i feel like the keyboard is really loud... nd yes she is still here nd she has been here for a week... bye

(x) smoked a cigarette (x) smoked a cigar (x) smoked anything else ( ) kiss a member of the same sex ( ) crashed a friend's car ( ) stolen a car (x) been in love (x) been dumped.. not really? (x) shoplifted ( ) been fired ( ) been in a fist fight (x)snuck out of parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger ( ) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die (x) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE/LJ friends (x) been to Canada (x) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar.. () purposely set a part of yourself on fire (x) eaten Sushi (x) been snowboarding ( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace/LJ ( ) been moshing at a concert ( ) been in an abusive relationship (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel (x) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) gone puddle jumping (x) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at work/school (x) used a fake ID (x) watched the sun set (x) felt an earthquake (x) touched a snake (x) been tickled (x) been robbed (x) robbed someone (x) been misunderstood (x) pet a reindeer/goat (x) won a contest (x) ran a red light ( ) been suspended from school (x) had detention (x) been in a car accident ( ) had braces (x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (x) had deja vu (x)danced in the moonlight (x) hated the way you look ( ) witnessed a crime (x) questioned your heart (x) been obsessed with post-it notes (x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost ( ) been to the opposite side of the country (x) swam in the ocean (x) felt like dying (x) cried yourself to sleep (x) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (x) sung karaoke ( ) paid for a gas with only coins (x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (x) made prank phone calls ( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (x) caught a snowflake on your tongue (x) kissed in the rain (x) written a letter to Santa Claus ( ) been kissed under a mistletoe (x) watched the sun set with someone you care about (x) blown bubbles ( ) made a bonfire on the beach (x) crashed a party ( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people (x) gone rollerskating/blading (x) had a wish come true ( ) worn pearls (x) jumped off a bridge (x) screamed "penis" (x) ate dog food (x) told a complete stranger you loved them (x) sang in the shower (x) have a little black dress ( ) fucked in a park ( ) fucked in the bathoom (x) had a dream that you married someone (x) glued your hand to something ( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole ( ) kissed a fish (x) worn the opposite sexes clothes ( ) been a cheerleader (x) sat on a roof top ( ) had sex at a church (x) screamed at the top of your lungs (i cant do one) done a one-handed cartwheel (x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours (x) stayed up all night ( ) didn't take a shower for a week (x) pick an ate an apple right off the tree (x) climbed a tree ( ) had a tree house (x) are scared to watch scary movies alone (x) believe in ghosts (x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes (x) worn a really ugly outfit to school (x) gone streaking (x) played ding-dong-ditch (x) played chicken fight (x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger (x) broken a bone (x) been easily amused ( ) caught a fish then ate it ( ) made porn (x) caught a butterfly (x) laughed so hard you cried (x) cried so hard you laughed (x) mooned/flashed someone (x) had someone moon/flash you (x) cheated on a test (x) forgotten someone's name (x) slept naked ( ) French braided someones hair (x) gone skinny dippin in a river (x) been kicked out of your house AHHHHHHHH!! kat go home

welll... tonight was funny... i dont like him do i? gah 7th grade hell<33