Well i guess i feel alive since i am wow thats cool. guess wut i like joe manders im doubting all of you who are reading this kno who he is but i like him even though he hits on my best friend...but you kno wut fuck him. well that made me feel better i guess. but i have something to tell you im bipolar but so are so many others i cut for awhile and that ended me up in a looney bin for a week so they pumped me up on happy pills and sent me home now im dependant on my seraquil to fall asleep which blows and they keep on raising my dosage well thats how it goes......