Listening to: sum 41
Feeling: crafty
HEY Y'ALL im goin 2 kansas this afternoon hellsa yea i get to drive 9 hours in the fuckin snow and listen to my dads music ( country) i hate country even though i live in colorado in a small town i cant stand the twangy voices it just pissed me off! if ne one l else hates country say hell yea!!!!!!! but thanks justine for talkin 2 me u help alot with every thing. but god i feel bipolar today but i always get really depperessed around this time of the year this is about the time i try to kill myself. and ive already tried 2 weeks ago and ended up in the hospital cuz i od on benzitropine but ne ways ill try 2 get 2 a comp if i can
wow kansas how fun
y do u hate this time of the year so much?
well acually i hate it too...not hate it hate it tho cuz like things juss get so stressful cuz u gotta worry bout getting presents for every1 and wonder if they're gonna like it or not and u gotta get new clothes to wear...but well thas juss all the lil things i dunno
wow
i cant believe all these things have happened to you...
i think im prolly gonna OD one day and no one is gonna notice it cuz im always sleeping anyways...wow thas a scary thought--omG i scared myself now :-/
but anyways
im soo glad that i could help you
and talk to you
cuz you helped me alot too
feels good to kno that theres some1 that acually cares to hear my "problems"....
i hope that...
...i hope you have fun on your trip and things get better for you
ttyl
x.O
it's not what you did.
it's what they can pin you for