beccadotcome is bitch to put it simply this is wut she said 2 me hey, i have an idea. how about you just stop eating until your body has to feast on your muscle to live, so it finally eats your heart and you die? you love being on suicide watch. you love people watching you all the time. you love the attention. you never wanted to die you just wanted people to think you wanted to die. plus i've been on suicide watch. first they make you stay in the hospital, than if you STILL need to be watched after 4 days they send you to a nuthouse. than you stay in there till you are capable of not being watched. they dont just stick a camera in your room you dumbfuck. who the fuck would stay up and watch it all the time? you're an idiot. plus, they do let you shave your legs, they just have to watch you. you are such a pathetic fake. WHY THE FUCK WOULD I FAKE IT U DUMB SHIT luv ya laurel