he was so still

by lala
Listening to: goo dolls
Feeling: daunted
i went to see his body to day it was so still, like he was holding his breath as to trick us i wanted him so bad to just open his eyes and to get outta the casket and say "o hey guys wut have u been up 2 w/out me? wanna go 2 micky d's?" but instead i sood there alone with out him and tears cascaded down my cheeks and i hated him, i hated him for leaving my grandma and i hated him for leaving me. well i guess me and kayla are ok again, but i dont things are ever gunna b ok again i can never trust them ever againand im scared to get hurt again i cant b her best friend again. but i cant even b cieras friend agin cuz she makes me sick wut she did i will never forgive her, ever. i would never do that 2 a friend, say if ur not her friend then i cant b ur friend and i hate u. well guess wut FUCK U, U FAT ASS BITCH. thank u come again Luv yas Laur
You scored as Stoner.

Stoner

88%

Loner

81%

Punk/Rebel

69%

Ghetto gangsta

63%

Goth

63%

Drama nerd

50%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

50%

Geek

19%

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Yeah, i was the same way when my Great uncle died. HE was like a grandpa to me because all of mine were dead before i was born. I cried alot, I was in third grade, i think that's the hardest i've ever cried when someone has died. It will get better though. I promise!
xoxo Steph
Aw sweety, I kno I was like that when my bf died...It will get easier in time...Stay strong.Take care
HAha! Yeah it was the first time i had seen a dead person too. I don't like open casket ceremonies, they make it even sadder. Thanks! I just got kinda bored with my diary, so i was like...change it! Why not! Well...we don't have school today, but we have a game so i'm gonna go! (it's against our rivals!!)
xoxo Steph
so sorry to hear your experience. I was scared at the viewing... I stood kneeling in front of him and i felt as if he would open his eyes and crack a joke like he does (he doesn't play dead but he makes a lotta jokes...) and it's so sad to see a loved one disappear like that... their place seems so empty, so out there.. Everyone's still greifing but I personally thing they're learning to accept that he's gone. I hope things cheer up for you...
yeahhhhhh i have another friend yeay for me. I'm like so bord. yep
[Anonymous]
i took that test thing..that is fun..i got
88% jock/prep/cheerleader
75% ghetto gangsta
56% stoner
44% geek
31% punk/rebel
31% loner
19% drama nerd
[Anonymous]