For some reason I felt compelled to come here and tell the emptieness that I've found my man.

He's everything I never knew I wanted as well as all of the things I knew I needed.

I saw him and he was real and it was as if I recognized him from some forgotten past.

He knows how to handle me... for years I've wanted to surrender but I couldn't to anyone less than him.

(I feel like I'm talking to an imaginary friend I have stopped believing in but never said goodbye to.)

*Update*

...and he turned out to be a lying son of a bitch.

... and I'm on to the next one... hopefully he's not a lying sack of shit.