January is a Beast

by lastchance4sanity

A lot has happened. Things just always keep happening sometimes it’s good sometimes it’s rough and other times it’s amazing.

We decided it is not the time done us to become parents. It seems kind of insane to feel closer to someone through an abortion but he supported me in every way I could have wanted and a few I didn’t know I needed. Physically it was harder than I expected, but he was with me and took care of me.

I told way way too many people. I’m pretty private but there was something so huge and overwhelming about this that just made me spew it out to anyone I consider a friend. They were all supportive except for my “best friend” who chewed me out at first but we talked through it and it was more about her shit than my life. As soon as she remembered that my situation is not at all like what she went through she apologized and came around.

So he came out for the procedure, and then two weeks later I went to Seattle and it snowed and snowed and snowed some more! We had a great time. Next we’re going to Cancun in about two weeks from now, we’re very excited!

We had talked about me moving out to Seattle... I think I could do that...

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I’m sure I will have kids one day, we both want them it was just too soon,. I took no offense to your comments, you love your son so much and he’s such a blessing to you it only makes sense! Through the whole thing I’ve learned everyone’s reactions had more to do with their own experiences- even those who were supportive. One of the hard things is being ok with knowing you’re choosing not to have one when so many people have tried so hard and for so long without luck. Many of my friend and some family have the same struggle and it is one of the most unjust thing in life.
Hey there Meg. It is great to have them back in my life, thank you for asking. I a can ready you are focussing on being a couple now. I wish you really the best and also the ability to realise luck, when you are wading into it. It took me about 40 years to learn how to realise that. As for the abortion, i was sad when reading this. But it's your decision. I hope you will decide for children someday in life. I was too euphoric in my comment when you posted your pregnancy. That wasnt my intention. I just know what it means to try about 5 years until it worked having a child.
-no bad meanings at all
-be well