I put on an Apple Music playlist that seems made for me called in my room... the first 3 songs just embody my feelings lately
everything I wanted Billie Eilish
I had a dream
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly (fly)
So I stepped off the Golden, mm
Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried)
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care)
I know you know we know you weren't down for forever and it's fine
I know you know we know we weren't made for each other and it's fine
But if the world was ending you'd come over, right
You'd come over and you'd stay the night
Would you love me for the hell of it
All our fears would be irrelevant
If the world was ending you'd come over right
The sky'd be falling and I'd hold you tight
And there wouldn't be a reason why
We would even have to say goodbye
If the world was ending you'd come over, right
Right
If the world was ending you'd come over, right
Right
Dancing with your ghost by Sasha Sloan
Tell myself I'm alright
Baby, you're just harder to see than most
I put the record on
Wait 'til I hear our song
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
Every night I'm dancing with your ghost
To say a last goodbye
I gotta move on
But it hurts to try
I’ll send happy thoughts for safety for you and yours through this!
I really hope, that the US will take care of their healtcare system, that it won't be so easy for employers to fire employees anymore. Maybe i'm paranoid, but what is going to happen in the US, with all these firearm-equipped people, if you have curfew? I love the american dream and hope it won't get cracked due to this virus.
-be well, stay at home if possible, think about moving to the countryside if you can :-)
Generally they always say that the germans are obidient to the government, that we were trained into this since the prussian Emperor Wilhem. Maybe thats true for some of us. My Family stays at home, we just stroll around in the woods and we have one friend, which we meet and thats it. A lot of younger people don't see whats happening there and simply don't understand what i would mean to have 'triage' in the hospitals. Few days ago i saw what happened to the US, better in NY and i saw pictures yesterday of homeless-'shelters' in Las Vegas (they were on a parking lot, every marked parking space is supposed to be the shelter). The world is really on fire and to be honest, i think that Trump will totally mess it up. I also think that this crisis will probably tear apart some parts of Europe and we will go back 20 years with border controls, customs, etc.
If you are german, it is an absolutely no go to be a patriot, which is very normal in the US or Great Britain...