Happy Valentine's day. I do have a valentine this year, the same as I did last year. He's my best friend and the guy I want to marry, at least I think. But my heart it in limbo at the moment. I understand that he doesn't have money, and I try my hardest to accept it. It just seems really screwed up that my coworker bought me a dozen roses, a bottle of really nice wine, a cd of sexy swedish jazz, and some expensive weird chocolates and my boyfriend bought me...nothing. Thats right! Nothing. I bought some really expensive sexy lingerie because he said he wanted to see me in something sexy, I bought leggings and high heels to go with it. I bought us lunch today. I know that he has no money, and I know he feels awful, but... I love him more than anything in this world...but I can't help but feel like I deserve better than him. He told me he's going to make it up to me, but when I am not sure. It's not just the valentine's thing. There are a host of other problems that are letting themselves build up because I keep thinking I can just accept him for who he is, although he's having a hard time doing the same. This is not fair! Someone please help me.