Hello all you lovely little internet junkies! Even though there are problably 4 or 5 people at most who read my boring ass diary =p Sorry I don't update it much, but I have so many other not-very-important things to do, it makes it hard to schedule! =) It's about 11:30 in the AM and I'm still waiting on Jenn to call me at my uncles. I reckon I'm gonna go soon and try and find a damn job. (Another one, that is...) I'm supposed to do some work for Momma Carol and make a little extra money. That will tide me over for a while I guess. Damnit paying bills sucks ass! But I guess that's life, right? You're born, bullshit around for 18 years, pay taxes for years until you die. What a crock of shit, huh? =) Oh well, I guess we should make of it what we can. We only get one chance to live. (Unless you're one in my case, then you'll be reincarnated as a carnie or a gypsy midget, being hired for stupid and senseless jobs, like sawing the legs off of giant cockroaches, and torturing them for invading peoples dreams)! But, moving on now, I miss my Jenny! She's the only thing in my life that I care about holding onto right now. She's the light in the dark for me. She is really like my other half, when she isn't here, I feel like a piece of me is missing. I don't mean to be so mushy or sound like a big baby, but I love Jenn. I never knew that love could feel like this. Just the thought of Jenn makes me feel like smiling. It's just hard to smile when she isn't here to share the cheesing with me! =p I want so bad for her to have a good time while she's away, but I also just want her to come home to me ASAP, cause I'm gonna go crazy! But my dear Jenn has just called, she's bullshitting with my uncle about buying brownies! I guess I'm gonna hop off here and tell her how much I miss her and love her! I'll send Jenn all your luvens and let her know that you guys miss her too! I'll write more later... PEACE Tom aka- "Big T" Sidenote: I'm only a pornstar for Jenn, sorry. Big T is only my stage-name. She pays me well anyways =) Sidenote: I sure do make a FIIIINE bitch...