Hi everyone. How are you? I'm all right I guess. I give my sincerest apologies for not being around to update much lately. Things have been a bit crazy. As you all I'm sure have already read, Jennifer now lives with me. She moved out I guess about two weeks ago and moved in here in good ol' Coal City, WV. So far things are going fairly well, and I'm very happy that we are staying together now. I'm glad that her relationship with her parents is not ruined because of me. I must admit I was feeling pretty guilty about it once my anger had subsided. I think that once Jen and I really get used to seeing each other at home and the newness kind of goes away, it will be really great. I don't know what I'd do without her. She is my everyday motivation. The one thing that I would wish for right now, is for this relationship to work. Everyday I try to think of ways to make her more happy. That is my ultimate goal, to make her happy. In the meantime, I have to make sure that I'm happy too. This past year has been one of the best I've experienced in my nearly 21 years. I don't want anything to change. I have the utmost confidence in my relationship with Jen, but sometimes I just get this feeling that she isn't completely honest about how she's feelings about me. It only happens once in a while, but when it does, it just urks the hell out of me. I try to ignore the thought, but damnit I just can't seem to overcome it. Does anyone else understand what I'm trying to say? Is this natural? It's not really in the way that she acts, it's just some kinda of paranoia that eats at me. Sometimes it will go on for days before I can get my mind at ease. Ah hell...who knows....I'm sure everything will be fine in the end.... Off to bed I go... Until the next time... -Tom