So I'm just sitting here, twiddling my thumbs. Actually, I can't twiddle my thumbs and type all at the same time. I lied. =p Today is a better day. I hope. It's almost 2 o'clock in the afternoon. I've done nothing but sit here and look at this screen. Besides sending Jen off to work, that is. She hurt her back at work, and she's been a bit gimpy. I was glad to see that she was feeling better this morning. I need to stop by and see her shortly. I think I'll do that after I finish this entry. It will probably be the only time I get to spend with her today. I do believe she is planning to go out with after work and stay with her Dad tonight. I hate sleeping alone, but I can deal. I'm glad Jen has the relationship that she has with her father. Honestly, I guess I envy her in a sense. I wish I had a better relationship with my Dad. I am happy for them both, really. It's not everyday you see parents and kids that are truly best friends. In a way it makes me feel good. I'm glad that her living with me hasn't affected their friendship. I know that her Dad doesn't care much for me, but why would he? LOL. I'm sure I will understand the way he feels one day when I have a child of my own. I can honestly say though, that he is a good man. He has raised a wonderful daughter. Comparing my own feelings, I can only imagine how proud of her he must be. He has every right to be proud of her, and proud of himself also. I know we don't exactly see eye to eye, but kudos to you Joe. Kudos to you. I hope that I can be half the man that you are, and be a good Dad like you are too. I hope that I can have a relationship with my kid just like you have with Jen. Enough about that, I reckon. I feel like doing something. I'm tired of these boring nights. I was going to ask Jen if she wanted to go to the Drag Show or see a movie tonight. I figure her and her Dad have already made other plans. I may still throw it out there, I don't know. I really just hope that she's still feeling all right. It was nice to see her happy and in a good mood this morning. Anyway, I guess I have typed enough now. My right pinky finger I'm almost sure is broken. It's beginning to hurt, and today is not a day for me to feel pain. It may send me into rage. All in all I'm in a good mood, just a little sensitive I guess. I'll return later to comment and probably write some more. Hope you all have a great day! Rock the fuck on! -Big T