Hello all you internet junkies, and how are you on this beautiful Wednesday evening? Good, I hope. I myself am doing just fine. I started my new job today at the Lonestar Steakhouse and Saloon! Rock on! =) It's actually not bad, the tips are great. Food's great, co-workers seem to be pretty cool also. Mostly they're young adults around my age. The work environment is really comfortable. All the managers are easy going and relaxed. I'm gonna have to go get sloshed on one of my nights off. =p Anyway, on to more important matters. Jennifer and I are doing wonderfully well. She makes me so happy! I really believe that she is the one for me. I'm so glad that we are together. It'll be so great if all this works out, and Jenn and I get married. We are both still very young, and if we spend the rest of our lives together, that means (God willing, that is) that we have years and years to spend together. Just that thought brings a smile to my face. The matter that is really on my mind concerning Jenn is her "best" friend Shannon. Jennifer has a big heart, and she's just a sweetheart. It's that simple. Shannon, though she claims to love Jenn just like a sister, tends to take advantage of her kindness. It honestly aggravates the fuck out of me, because I know that Jenn would do anything in the world for Shannon. When Jenn had her Mom's car for a couple weeks, she drove Shannon to, and sometimes from, her work. Even still, Shannon fails to show proper appreciation. Instead, she goes and runs her mouth to those who don't need to know about some personal matters of mine and Jenn's. Shannon also acts sour towards me, and has no justifiable reasoning. I have done nothing to provoke her behavior towards me. I have offered for her to go out with Jenn and I, and made several other kind offers that were also turned down. Sometimes even rudely. I don't mean to ramble on about something so stupid, but I must exorcise my demons somehow. It's better than getting angry and telling Shannon what I think of her. I don't mind her and Jenn hanging out or whatever, not at all. Jenn knows that, and Shannon should. I honestly think that she's just jealous of Jennifer, because of me. I had no intentions of coming between them. Though, I've seen jealousy ruin many of friendships. In a way I feel a little guilty for taking up so much of Jenn's time. But, if Jenn wanted to spend her time with someone else, or doing something else, she would. I am not twisting her arm. In another way, I don't feel guilty at all. All that I have done is show Jenn my love. She deserves all of my love, and I will never and I mean NEVER, feel bad for loving her. But I guess I have written enough for now. I'm gonna go hug on muh baby a little. She's been at home all day and I've been at work, so I figure she needs some attention! Get'er done by God, and ROCK ON! -Tommy Sidenote: We're throwing a party for all the carnies and gypsy midgets this weekend. Free drinks or all the bearded ladies! Other Sidenote: See you at the circus, motherfuckers! I Love Cheese