Well for the past 2 days i've been passing kidney stones....yay fun!....and my kidneys feel like they have just been shanked and someone is twisting the knife. It fucking hurts to pee this is rediculous. Things with my boyfriend have been going swimmingly....i decided not to break up with him although i was close to it. But i think i like this desicion more. I think i'll be very happy with him. I really can't see myself with anyone else and i love him very much. He's the love of my life and i wouldn't have it any other way. i guess i've been doing ok. haven't really cried, (but now that i said that i probably will now) i've wanted to but it really gets me nowhere. It doesnt mske me feel better it only gets me sad and angrier and puts me to sleep quickly. thats about it.