So in my lovely world all seems to be well. I got a little down yesterday but idk why. It's just my depression kicking in i suppose. BTW Happy St.Patty's Day to everyone and not to mention i am shit-faced right now. Lot's of Vodka and orange juice. My second therapy appt. is this thursday. I guess im going to be seeing my doctor every thursday for now on and i think that's cool. I need all the help i can get right? I also just died in World Of Warcraft and therefore i'm not playing it for the rest of the night. I also just realized how much i love my boyfriend and he means everything to me. I don't know if i can handle someone meaning that muc to me though. It's a scary thought really. I can see myself doing so much with him which includes kinda a life with him. I hate the thought of that cuz i would hate the thought of losing him. I would be so crushed and so upset i wouldnt even know how to handle it. I'm sure i wouldeventually move on but i know i would be a reck if he ever broke my heart. I was just thinking maybe i should be a typist because i type pretty damn fast without really thinking about it. I wrote this much thusfar in like 5 minutes not even. But i guess whatever temp job i get is cool thatas only until i get my degree in Forensic Science. OOOO i cqan't wait to go to college. Im really excited about that being my course. And eventually im going to have my own apt. asnd its going to THE MOST badass apt ever. Im really excited about what the future holds for me and also really afraid because i dont know whats going to happen but i've made plans for it hopefully the future can keep them.