a wise man once said "the only thing i understand is how i feel" well no offence wayne static your the man but that is bullshit.wat do u do when your world your life was crushed then built up again by the one who crushed you into pieces. ashamed at wat i have done wat i will do it tears me down down to the ground, these feelings beeting me down beeting me down into the ground, my mind has fallen away from my body who i am who i was is no more, just another waste of oxygen is all iv become.dont get me wrong i love her and all we had but now i find it hard to open up and let herr in let myself love her the way i did before, constantly need the knife the flame watever it takes to push these feeling out. wrote a song the other day, drenched in blood and carved into my mind. the only way to go is to go away. darkness taking over, the time is know.