falling.falling into the despair of misery, my sorrow i swallow to put on a dead face, a dead face so no one gets hurt so i dont get hurt for i fear wat i will become wat i will do if i loose her again,i remeber wen i had no cares no impeding thoughts of self destruction no appetite for pain, the days of carring about wat others think is gone. a message to any goths afraid to be, "dont be afraid for those who beat you down are weaker than you, part of a herd if you will, were black make up with pride" no one can touch us in unity no one change us no one can bring us down. fuck the mainstream.