sinking.(the bottom of my spiral)

Listening to: NIN
so young...so fucked, were i belong not seing how much, weve bombed falling into a place of hiding. so young...so fucked, shot down in a blur, then theres no frown swallow it, then leave the ground. so wise...so stupid, see this shadow turn it black, drown in the flow used to be, my own reflection. so wise...so stupid, dream away leaving me, no i want it to stay let you drift, now fade away. so gone...so me, i made this wanted it, now i fucking hate you i'll destroy, whats not true. so gone...so me, afraid to see this dream, its crushed the free taken all, broke my decree. so hollow...not now, words inside cant appear, hate to confide now it sees, how its lied. so hollow...not now, stay away cant hide you, no not today not mine, you dont see me this way. wake up...feel this, dont pretend not numb, feel it ripping in the end hate mellow, dont feel whats real. not real...wish this wall all a dream, twisted and sureal, we wake up and scream, traped inside this cage, founded by your fucking rage, iv felt this hollownes, tried to fill it, fucked it, want to wake up from this fucking dream. made you myself. afraid to look. to see. what i mean to you and me. ............................................. this was influenced alot by trent reznor...not copied just tried to take into conception how he would see things, there are more meanings to this than you will ever comprehend.
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For some reason that almost doesn't make sense in my head but then at the very last minute I can comprehend what he's saying.
It's rather powerful and deep.
Damn.
I need to write like that.
Right now I should be in my English practise exam, instead I'm lazying around home.
Maybe If I went to class, I could write like that.
Anything is possible.
Ah.
It's too early to make any sence - not that I do anyway. I'll continue to ramble un-coherently.

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Well it's a very interesting entry. Seriously.
yaya =]
thankkk youuuu =]
Everything ends.
Everything that I want to end.
Not life though.
Not on purpose.

It's your sitdiary anniversary =P
1 year.
Doesn't feel like it.

I wrote in intoodeep.
Yes. Let all those stupid, whiney fucks suffer. Goddamned bastards...

I like what you wrote. Very Trent, good job =)

I love your header..where'd you get it from?
i love ur profile