Listening to: NIN
so young...so fucked, were i belong
not seing how much, weve bombed
falling into a place of hiding.
so young...so fucked, shot down
in a blur, then theres no frown
swallow it, then leave the ground.
so wise...so stupid, see this shadow
turn it black, drown in the flow
used to be, my own reflection.
so wise...so stupid, dream away
leaving me, no i want it to stay
let you drift, now fade away.
so gone...so me, i made this
wanted it, now i fucking hate you
i'll destroy, whats not true.
so gone...so me, afraid to see
this dream, its crushed the free
taken all, broke my decree.
so hollow...not now, words inside
cant appear, hate to confide
now it sees, how its lied.
so hollow...not now, stay away
cant hide you, no not today
not mine, you dont see me this way.
wake up...feel this, dont pretend
not numb, feel it ripping in the end
hate mellow, dont feel whats real.
not real...wish this wall all a dream,
twisted and sureal, we wake up and scream,
traped inside this cage,
founded by your fucking rage,
iv felt this hollownes,
tried to fill it,
fucked it,
want to wake up from this fucking dream.
made you myself.
afraid to look.
to see.
what i mean to you and me.
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this was influenced alot by trent reznor...not copied just tried to take into conception how he would see things, there are more meanings to this than you will ever comprehend.
It's rather powerful and deep.
Damn.
I need to write like that.
Right now I should be in my English practise exam, instead I'm lazying around home.
Maybe If I went to class, I could write like that.
Anything is possible.
Ah.
It's too early to make any sence - not that I do anyway. I'll continue to ramble un-coherently.
x
thankkk youuuu =]
Everything that I want to end.
Not life though.
Not on purpose.
It's your sitdiary anniversary =P
1 year.
Doesn't feel like it.
I wrote in intoodeep.
I like what you wrote. Very Trent, good job =)
I love your header..where'd you get it from?