sitting here alone iv realised that this is what i want to be, i want to be free from any ties, i love my friends but its just not worth it, i can never quite get it right its always too late, im allways too late, iv spiraled down into this person im no longer the one who has it all im the one who knows what its like to have it all then loose it, more and more i turn to other forms of release forms that arent what any body else wants me to do, fuck them, and fuck you after reading this you will judge me, you will think what a complete fuck head. dont judge me by your ignorance.